everything is over!!!

how much did i love u
i laughed and cried becouse of u
i live becouse of u
did that bore u?
do u not like anymore?
why do u leave me,who only knew u?

how much did i like u
u cared for me and proteted me more than anyone
are u really leaving me?
did u really forget me?
i didn't know u were this kind of person

even though i cry for love
even though i suffer becouse of love
its ok, its my fault for loving u too much
it was all just luxury
only pain is left
only tear is left watering in my eyes

how do i erase u?
how do i forget u?
the scars that u left in my heart will be left there forever
i dont think it will heal even after time has passed
seems i cant make it without u

why do we part?
everyone was envious us
consider once more
remember once more
how much u loved me

i only loved u like crazy

why do u only make me suffer?

love is over!!!

we are over!!!

u cant love anyone
u cant be happy
if u're happy without me, how do i live?
i dont want to continue like that
from love to lingering feeling, i want to throw them all away

everything is over!!!

DihadapanMu

DihadapanMu dalam tangis ku bersimpuh,

dalam keluh ku mengaku,

sesali kesalahanku,

Hanya dihadapanMu hati kecilku berseru, 

mohon ampun kepadaMu atas segala dosaku,

Berderai air mata,

mengungkap seluruh angkuhnya jiwa,

siapalah hamba ini,

Namun betapa kasihMu tiada terkira.

Oh Tuhanku...

sandiwara yang melelahkan

apa la nasibku ditipu oleh orang yg ku syg..kenapa la dye nk buat aq cmni...xnk aq kecil hati??aq xkan kecil hati klw dye bgtw aq awl2..dh la aq tw dr org lain.lagi la aq sakit hati..skrg dh terlambat...x guna untuk minta maaf coz semuanya dah tak boleh mengubah keadaan...aq x suke...x suke...x suke...

dye suruh aq lupakan...adakah semudah tu???senang la bg dye...tp x bg aq...aq yg mengalami....semua perasaan ada..boleh masuk kuali dan masak..dan bila dh terlebih masak jadi hangit la..

aq bukan la seorang yg pendendam...aq x suke marah lame2 tp hati aq ni sakit.lagi2 mrh kat org yg ku syg..rs mcm nk pecah dada ni menahan rs mrh...

kenapa la dye x phm aq...aq xkan kecil hati dan xkan mrh klw dye bgtw lama dulu..dh 3 thun lbh dye knl aq tp msh x memahami aq...sedih sgt bl org yg kita syg xmemahami kita..dan dye sanggup tipu kita..

klw aq dibagi pilihan skrg ni samada nk blik sarawak @ brunei, aq akn gi brunei skrg jugak...bl dh smpai sne aq xnk on nombor malaysia..baru aq rasa lega bl jauh drpd org yg mengenaliku..tp hakikatnya aq perlu menghabiskan pengajianku di sini....tp nnti bl dh tmt pengajianku aq mmg akn gi brunei.nk duk sne je...abz cite..

tp kenapa??kenapa??kenapa?? kenapa kakak nk tipu?? arghh....hanya ALLAH yg tw perasaan ku skrg ni..